Welcome to a new chapter. Over the course of a little more than a year, I have stepped back from a lot of things that I was doing. I was weary and running hard and had very little margin in my life. In that time we moved, our schooling situation changed, and I stepped down from serving in different ways at my church. I've been incredibly blessed to have gotten to know my new neighbors and make some amazing friendships. I have had more time for my girls and to be more present with them in our day to day lives. I have continued to miss blogging and sharing my heart with those who listen and I have been spent a lot of time asking God "what's next?". He and I have wrestled a lot over the last several months. I have doubted his plan, his goodness, and my ability to hear him. I have also spent time resting. My mental and emotional health was failing. My anxiety has been at an all-time high and the bouts of depression have been suffocating. I have been seeking healing spiritually, holistically, and medicinally and God has shown himself faithful every step of the way.
The road ahead is not easy or without it falters and failures, but what I know to continually be true is that on my worst day God is still good. So in the days to come, I look forward to being me. I love sharing all the things I know and learn. I joke with friends that if I could do anything, I would be a consultant. Who knows what in the world I would consult on but I think I'd be pretty great at it. In the meantime, I look forward to sharing my heart and life with you. There will be a myriad of posts in the days to come from what is heavy on my heart to what I love most about the mundane and everyday.
So if you want to follow me as I seek to follow Jesus and share my journey with you, you are invited.
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